Dreams

I had a few dreams in Michigan, but most were regular deams, I just happen to be pregnant in.

I did have a true pregnancy dream where I delivered  a baby girl, but more than that I can't recall.

However, last night, most likely because today is my 20 week ultrasound, I had a very vivid and real pregnancy dream about my ultrasound.

I was deciding if I would learn the gender of our child, when the technician informed us it was a boy. For some reason, I was adamant they were wrong because I truly felt this baby was a girl. I was very upset. It was very difficult for me, in the dream, to cope with the shift in baby-gender-mindset and the rest of the dream was my trying to cope.

I don't know why a baby boy would be so difficult for me, since I already have one. But I guess my dream self was so sure the baby was a girl that the change was just too much for her . . .